What I ride!

“What a long, strange trip its been” a line from the Grateful Dead’s song Truckin’. This was one of those years for me. The beginning of 2024 started off normally — until Mary, my wife needed to have a hip replaced. Her recuperation went well, slow but well. That put a back log on things that needed to be done on the home and property.

November was my one year anniversary of retirement. I discovered that there were way more rabbit holes to go down and far too many “squirrels” that filled up my days. I was busy doing a lot of things, but this past month or so I started asking myself am I doing the right things?

I enjoy writing. In my professional life writing was a good part of it. Some of my work is published in a federal handbook. Writing is my creative outlet; I can’t draw (or cursive handwrite), and I am only a mediocre guitar player. I do sing solo — so low no one can hear me. In my retirement, I have done very little writing. I feel the pain. Work provided me with topics and content to write about, but in retirement, I was a ship without a rudder. Becalmed in a sea non-creative web-surfing, youtube sargasso, I was doomed to sink in the Bermuda Triangle of failure.

I can fix this; I can repair the rudder, start the motor, and navigate back to fair seas. I had to give myself a topic. I decided to write a book. I know in the movies, actors sit down behind a typewriter and bang out novel right before your eyes. For us mere mortals, it is not that easy. There is planning involved. Writing a book of 80,000 words is very different than writing a blog of 500.

This required some changes. I moved into a Mac machine. I have no qualms with Windows 11. The computer I use for radio is a windows machine. At issue are the apps in Windows. I find them clunky and disruptive when I am in a creative mood. The Mac environment and its asssociated apps are more elegant, they get out of your way and let you concentrate on content. Apple products are designed to work together. I can create on my Mac, iPhone and iPad, and easily switch between them. An analogy I use is a computer should be like a hammer. You pick it up, you use it — bang! If you have a hammer where you have to fiddle with the head each time you use it, you soon have a new hammer.

I am still setting things up to get ready to write. I have some reading to do, some new apps to get used to, but I am almost there. One issue I have is making sure I have enough time, and enough time at the right time of day to write. I need to introduce a little discipline back into my life. The current book I am reading is Getting Things Done by David Allen. It has been a big help in getting me back on track.

Where’s KK4Z? A question I often ask myself on this blog. I’m here and I am busy with radio, just a different busy. Living in Georgia, I was close to Hurricanes Helene and Milton. They affected friends. I have been involved in EmComm for 26 out of the almost 30 years of my involvment in amateur radio. In the past I have deployed to actual disasters, but as my wife and I age, going to a disaster is becoming less of a reality. I also took a look at POTA and what I was doing there. I have over 10,000 contacts in POTA and most of those are the same thing. I quick exchange and on to the next one. I need to do something else. I need to better serve my communities. I will still do POTA and some SOTA, it is fun, but I need to get back into public service. I have recently joined US Army MARS and SHARES (SHAed RESources HF radio program). Both are federal government sponsored programs. With both programs I keep my operations within FEMA Region 4 (Southeast United States). I also participate with my local ARES group. I maintain my position as an Official Emergency Station with the ARRL.

Retirement is a new world, a new beginning. You can either grab the bull by the horns, or lay down and die. I still want some adventure in my life, though it won’t be as hair raising as it was in my youth. If you still want a little gusto in your life you need to “Improvise, Adapt, and Overcome” (US Marines). 73 – de Scott

Letting Go

I’ve been retired almost a year now and I have enjoyed it. With retirement comes age and with age comes “stuff”. Until you reach retirement, you really don’t know what it is really going to look like. I’ve had some discoveries along the way.

Time. You think you will have time to do everything you thought you were going to do. For me this was a case of my eyes being much bigger than my stomach. Over the past year, I have been paring down my list to about a half a dozen activities, amateur radio being one of them.

Money. In retirement I do not make as much money as I used to. My wife and I are not eating Alpo, we are living quite well, but I can feel the reduced spending power. I have to give a little more thought to how I spend my money.

Age Related. Getting older means your body starts slowing down. More trips to the doctor, more preventative care, reduced ability. I led a pretty active life with 8.5 years in the U.S. Army and 20 years in the trades. I am now on the receiving end of all that wear and tear. Things hurt. I have to think more about how I do things and for how long I can do something. I still walk about 100 miles a month but power lifting at the gym is out. Coming to grips with your body not doing the things it used to do can be a humbling experience. Getting old is not for the weak.

My wife and I are spending more time taking care of each other and our special needs daughter. This means more time at home. Writing this, I am at the back side of Hurricanes Helene and Milton. I had a strong desire to go, 20 years ago I would have left in a heartbeat. Today, my responsibilities have changed. In any EmComm or disaster situation, the first rule, is always take care of your family first. It is a good rule and a smart one. It is the rule that is helping me to let go. While I may not deploy anymore, there are still things that can be done at home. I have a good home station and just added an SPE Expert 2K-FA amp which is MARS modified. I can comfortably run digital up to 1 kW. This mission hasn’t gone away, it has changed. Plus, I can still do the occasional POTA activation when I find time between all the other things I do. Stay safe and enjoy life. 73 de – Scott

2024 — What a Year

This has been a heck of a year. Deaths in the family, surgeries (not mine) and other stuff has really eaten into my fun things. I haven’t gone camping as much as I would have liked and even my home radio activities were curtailed. Fortunately, life is settling down and I can branch out into fun things again. I did manage to get out during field day and went camping this month. It looks like I will squeeze a camping trip in for September and November. In October I hope to get in a few POTA activations.

I have been active with a couple of EmComm groups which is a mainstay of my amateur radio activity. I have been practicing EmComm for over 26 years. I have decided to take on a new challenge — Army MARS. I have danced around it for years, but I have never taken the plunge. I decided to give it a whirl. I spent part of my weekend modifying 4 of my Icom radios to be able to transmit on MARS frequencies. I will be starting my training soon.

This November I will have been retired for 1 year. It has been a year of adjustment. I wasn’t staring into the abyss, more like with all of the things I can/want to do, which ones do I really want to do. Yes, I was running out of time. The regimented approach where I was trying to set X amount of time a day or week per activity fell apart quickly. I decided to try a go with the flow approach by allowing myself to drift where I wanted to go. By allowing myself the freedom to pursue the activities I was most interested in, a pattern developed. So here I am.

I ended up with amateur radio at the top of the list. I also camp, write, and play the guitar. I have my chores around the property and my dogs. My dogs are a special category, as they give me love and peace. We actually started planning for retirement about 5 years in advance. It made the transition easier. Because of our planning, we should be able to stay retired. Retirement can be heaven or hell, plan early, choose wisely. 73 — Scott